My friend Chasmyn lost her son . Her son, Quinn, was too young, too fragile, and too much of what life should be so he was taken from her arms. Pain lingers so long. I do not believe we ever completly get rid of small pains and I absolutly know that Chasmyn will never get over her Quinn.
I could rant and rave some more about the atrociousness of god supposes ways of teaching us humans but I will not. I will defend the human plight for one moment....we agree to come to this earth for whatever reasons they may be knowing this life willl be difficult..but what I do not believe that we signed up for was a lifetime of sadness, frustrations, and great losses like Chasmyns.
I will say what she described in this post was touching. She held onto her child through his passing. She fears she put him down to early and that she should have held on to him longer. What beauty this is...the responsibility of a mother holding on to a child that was making his crossing long before he should have...tragic beauty.
I really wish understood why it seems like god takes so many babies away from mothers...it is just not right.